for the first time
i really felt like crying
cry myself to sleep

is it because of the music
that makes me cry
every music sound so emo to me

this feeling
is too intense
in my heart

none
there is none i can share my story with
at least, so far. there is none.
it just don't feel right
to keep the secret deep in my heart
i want say it out loud!
i want to say it out LOUD BADLY!!
but
i can't...


if u gain something
at the same time
u are losing something too.