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Sunday, November 22, 2009, 12:02 AM Am i really that clumsy? Well, I guess I am. Sometimes I just couldn't be alert of my surrounding. My mind can easily go blank out of sudden even though I'm thinking of something. I'm trying to change! It's not like I'm not trying. So please don't so freakingly look down on me. I need some time! Give me more time, and I'm sure I can do better than other people. I will pass, for writing down the unhappy things and stuffs that I don't even want to get reminded. Because I do not want my mood get affected whenever I flip through my blog. I have more than enough unhappy things written in this blog already. This is supposed to be a place that will makes me happy by bringing back those happy memories which I had spent with my friends and family. This feeling is really good. Because this is one of the few ways, to make me feel alive. Make me feel that I'm actually exist in this world. After the tiring and high paying job, my body finally calls it quit. My arm aches. I was helping out to set up tables, by moving tables from the van to the stage area which is quite a distance. Because there was a "family day and dinner" event held by OilTanking. Those CPTC-er should know what is OilTanking, as we will have to passby the company everytime on our way to CPTC. I was designed to help making candy floss. The weather was soooo bad! It fucking rained 3 times, with 30minutes interval time pause. This is really irritating because i will have to move in the candy floss machine to the sheltered area when it's raining, and move out again when the rain has stopped. I rather it rains for the whole fucking bloody 3 hours non-stop so i will just have to stay in the tent. Skip. Dinner time with exxon friends! :) It was fun. I was so high to see them. I missed them like crazy LOL. So sorry i make them waited for quite long because my job ended at 6pm and i reached there about 7pm, where we were supposed to meet at 4.30pm. LOL. So many laughters, so many funny stuffs, so many great jokes, and some lame stuffs as well. I talked a lot that night. I actually quite surprised that I CAN TALK SO MUCH TOO. I felt so relaxed when i'm with them. I think that's why i talked alot that night. Well, i used to talk a lot too, with my A05 class. I used to. I'm also trying to find out the reason behind causing this strong, unbreakable mighty barrier, between me and my class. You know, i missed this kind of feeling. Owh I'm lost again... Beautiful night. Cooling fresh sea breeze. The smell after rain. Damp atmosphere. Glaring lights. Holy, grand Christmas tree. The familiar faces. The unfamiliar places. I hope I will never forget about these. P/s: I must be crazy that i typed so long in one shot. This is so not me... |



